displacement

man, has it been two weeks since i last posted....where has my mind been?....certainly not with me...not sure where exactly....adrift....at what point in your life do you accept who you are and stop struggling to be who you are not? i guess before you get to that answer...the question you should ask...is ....."who are you?, who am i ?" Should you know? why do you have to? if you don't, are you directionless....? seems like through life there would be constant changing and redefining who it is you want to be....but what if thats not the case...what if you DO know who you are.... should you embrace that...even if there are certain qualities or plenty of them, that your not pleased with.... is trying to wage a battle on those things( those shortcomings) being untrue to your true self??
or is just accepting your shortcomings, your imperfections and saying, " to hell with it...thats who i am" is that just laziness and a desire to sweep all the mess of your life under the rug. To bury your head in the sand and pretend your still perfect.

just wondering

God bless....
m